I believe i was when epidemic went throgh a died/closed or something, then came back ( i know i never left/clan hoped from E)
I liked TD to be honest, they had very mature leaders, and kept as a family, i had a hell of alot of respect for them. Not sure how they are now, but the oldschool TD was an awesome clan.
sorry if it came out that way in your eyes, but really its the whole clan world together is what my point is, it just kind of changed / went downhill.
Ive realized the game is pointless for awhile, ide never really play / train outside of the clan ( i was always failing to keep up with the requirements) And it wasnt just Epidemic that i was addicted to as ive stated, it was the whole Pure warefare/ Pure community( wich what it was back in the day) that kept me going. It was being in a family i guess you could say. Lets say i had a stressfull week at school, alot of studying / tests, ect. Ide always love to come home and realize i had 3 PK trips with people that were like family to me, but ive never met any of them.
I think that might part of the answer im looking for. I always looked up to the "Oldschool" clan leaders, who've had leadership skills for so long, and not just in the pure world. Just the Mature poeple of the clan world, who took RS to a whole new level for me. I was a huge masser before i joined E, and when i joined E, it was completly different. I looked at rs differently. I wasnt just fighting in clan wars to win loot at talk trash. I was helping supporting a family, almost like a sports team, just by just playing a stupid ******* online game. I didnt care if we won or lost, i loved the people who i was with. Not just complaining about Epidemic, but when i was in TD for a short period of time too. They had a very tight knit family, and it was great to be able to be in that family.
Guess thats whats missing. It really isnt about the fun times, being with people that are almost like family, supporting a team, its just about winning now, doing whatever you can to win, weather it's gain 30 defence, DDOS a website, or crash a clan war, its all about winning now, and its just sad in my opinion.
--Mara