Oi oi.
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Well boys, trolls, and ladies - Pretty sure half you lot don't really care about this and all, though the majority definitely saw this coming for some time.
I'll try to water it down and keep it simple and clean for those who want to get this over with: This post is mainly for my friends that I've let down, and all the loyal folk who stuck through with us - It was literally the worse timing possible for me to try to step up. And for letting you all down I know, that no amount of apologizing I can do earn your forgiveness.
I always said as a leader - I have an obligation to make my member's happy, I did not fulfill my obligation but I can confidently say: The boys who were around 4-5 months ago knew me as a self sacrificing leader - and hey at least we made it to the year mark.
It was a remarkable experience though - Chaotic being my first clan, at the end of the day I hold no grudges over the individuals who felt the need to troll us and try to shut us down - because it gave the incentive for us to go further and further until now: Rl simply takes priority, fate is indeed a cruel mistress, some of you may not understand that aspect of life yet, but when your loved ones are on the verge then a mere game means absolutely nothing.
I would first like to thank all clans from the deceased Epidemic, to MM, FOE, TLP, EOP, IR, Dp, Zenith. From the start I learned tons from you guys - I literally learned how to lead by examining every single one of you folks. From Goop's nerdness, Junior's Brazilian powers, Walli's hairy back, 13th R4nger's love of Lingonberries, Inu's dog eating ways, Ever's and Gotcho's homosexuality, Sean and Raza's gay pride. I've learned it all: the passion and dedication, of leading, how to interact with your members to make things work.
It was hard, but it was worth it seeing as it paid off by making me a bunch of e-buddies who I end up loving to death.
But nevertheless like I've stated above this post is directed specifically towards my friends who made Chaotic work - these guys gave their time so it's only fair that I return time to them:
Digsy, Jam, Jake, Callum, Hugh, Troy, Andrew (the fat 30 def one who went zerk), Rogan, Ch Jr, Ch c0p, Viva, U Feargirlz, Blue, lMikey, Bowlcut's usual crew, and last but not least: Sho. - No words need to be said to you guys, you all know that I will always have your back.
Thanks for your time and thanks for run lads.
These are the folk who are loyal, trustworthy, and legitimately good individuals - And I sincerely mean this: for any clan not to accept these men; you'd just be the one losing out.
I would also like to give a few other folk who people may question, but also shout outs to: Danky, and Kyle - I know what kind of experience you guys were having whilst you guys were in Chaotic. It truly hurt me to see you guys wasting your time and simply treating the clan like a chore, if only you two joined earlier I'm sure you would've had a lot of fun, I'm sure all three of us know why. I don't put a game nor a clan in front of the friendship we developed - I do hope we can stay friends.
As for myself: pretty much retired from scape - getting life sorted first, will still keep in touch with the folk I've stated from above. Going to remain clanless - gunna stick around the pure community regardless of how **** it is meh - Might become a full time PW nerd who knows.
Lastly to clear things up:I am not petty enough to care so much about past actions and blow up **** more than it needs to be - Once again I hold no grudges to any specific clan, and I wish for happiness for each and every member of mine. Go to wherever clan you choose - just have fun, and don't forget about what you've learned in Chaotic too quickly
Chaotic: Jan 21st 2010 - Jan 21st 2011. I do not approve of this ***** ****, be a man, this is the meaning of friendship.
~Furious, aka The China Man.
Best of luck to all remaining clans as I've stated - Thanks for the great year - Time to move on.